Feeling the fear – social media!!!

This is a blog about recent events, feelings raised, and the anxiety attached to moving forward due to the fear of being seen as someone that undermines others.

This post is about reducing the strain on my heart, the feelings that have become toxic from my body, and moving forward in a positive light.

This post is also for anyone that has ever been in a position like this that has shaken, dismayed, or made you feel like you are the cause of others’ discomfort… this blog is raw.

We have all felt uneasy over things in our lives and as adults, we try to find ways to manage those unwanted and uncomfortable moments…

But what about when you are the target, the protagonist, cause of those feelings in another and don’t realise what you had done.

What if that person waited two weeks before coming to you and letting you know that they felt this way? What if that person needed the clarification of others before talking to you about something that had caused discomfort for them…

How should you feel afterward? After you apologized, after you had explained, after you removed all that caused offense… how should you feel????

For me this is my problem, I am now too nervous about posting something or liking a page or commenting on a person’s post just in case I am seen as undermining that person again… especially when that person had others come out and voice that “she is stomping all over you on social media” what am I to do???

My feeling, freedom, and freelance ways have now been undermined, not by anyone else, but by myself, and these feelings of anxiety that have crept in…

It has made what I do harder as I never wanted and still don’t want to undermine anyone especially another trying to start their own business…

I am a big believer in supporting everyone, but how can I now do this when I fear offending, upsetting, or having others come back and confirm to people that those feelings are real and I am a social media nasty…

I HATE feeling this way as I am now finding it hard to share content with readers “just in case”

I am scared of liking someone else’s stuff “just in case” it crosses boundaries.

I am now too anxious to tag someone “just in case” it is seen as stomping all over them on social media…

I am upset that I was seen to want to ruin what another has worked hard to achieve.

Basically, I am scared of causing others to feel that way again.

So how do you move forward when you are causing yourself these issues, how do you move forward when you understand the only one this is affecting is you, how do you move forward when no one really knows that this is painful on so many levels…

HOW DO YOU MOVE FORWARD??? ( Write blog, I guess)